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Drowning in Denial	The Sky is Crying Raindrops
Denial of Seduction	I Will Always Love You
I Offer You This Gift	A Large Ball of Fear
Unconditional Love	Some Day
Large Ball of Fire	In Gratitude
Misty Dream

	Drowning In Denial! Angel Femia You’re screaming at me I’m speechless and scared Heart pounding, mind racing Why can’t you just talk? What’s made you so angry? You’re hurting my ears And freezing my soul All I have told you Was an old memory Of something that hurt me In my past, what’s the score? Why does that upset you? It’s a memory, history, and a part of my past Now all you can say to me is response “SHUT UP! don’t upset my illusion” Don’t break my bubble of lies Don’t talk about yesterday Then I think to myself Why are you lying, distorting the facts? Why are you hiding, covering your tracks? The pain you’re exuding Was not put there today I was here, no one hurt you So why is this display? Why are you hurt? And why are you hanging on to Horrid pains in your heart? Your memories are bleeding But you just push it back Your eyes filled with fear So what are you saying Your now burning with rage? Ultimatums flying in furry Harshly out of your mouth “If you don’t shut up I will walk out of your life!” That’s a great deal of fear Anger and rage You are asking me to accept Too many stories, lies, illusions They will break my brain To face the truth hurts Yes this is so true But the rewards are so endless I stick with it, and not you You don’t have to threaten You don’t have to walk Cause your already gone Drowning in your denial. Back to the top
	"Denial of Seduction!" Angel Femia My phone rings There you are Asking me If she has called For you A few hours pass Yes there she is To no surprise Asking me If you were in touch I see your games I see your decent Who are you fooling But yourself And maybe her In your mind You are seducilng her I ask you this Then you just deny Then you grin In your rage To maintain control You violated her trust With you bruute force You abused her Your love affair Was torn apart With your own temper Desperatly she ran Away from you Now I see She's all turned on And chasing you I've been there once Hea beat me too But upon his seduction And emotional controls I ran rilght back to him Again and again Until I broke!! My phone rings There you are Asking me If she has called For you A few hours pass There she is Asking me If you've called too For her I see the game I see the deciet I see the control I see the pain I see the end!!!!!!!!! Back to the top
	I Offer You This Gift Angel I offer you this gift With the most open Heart And a joyful feeling A brand new start I offer you this gift In hopes you can see The good it will do you How clear things can be I offer you this gift Right from my soul Nothing is better To help you reach your goal I offer you this gift Forever to hold To use when you need it To lighten your load Back to the top
	Unconditional Love Angel You come to me With tears in your eyes Begging for forgivness I listen You tell me stories Of realizations and revolutions, To prove your sincerity I here you You ask for another chance “You’ll not repeat,” you cry My heart is always open I forgive you But it was not long Before you repeated again I distanced to protect myself Yet I still forgive you I love you though it hurts I love you in my tears I love you without you loving me This is unconditional love. Back to the top
	Large Ball of Fire Angel Do you see the sadness? Do you see the tears? Do you feel the heartache? Are you even alive? I see you sadness Isee your tears I feel your heartache But you don’t Doin’t you even wonder Why People like you at first But then they get to know you Then just turn their backs I know why your so cold You are one large ball of fear Hiding your broken heart Especially to yourself Do you see the sadness now Or are you shaking in your boots As I can see right through you I was once a poser too! Back to the top
	Misty Dream Angel In a misty dream Is a lonely stranger Reaching out to me Then fading away “Who are you?” I hear myself cry But you don’t hear As the mist thickens A light flashes There you are again Beconing me near I reach for you Again you vanish I shed a tear In frustrated thinking I question if you Talk to me stranger Why do you come Into my dreams Like a flash, then your gone? Is there a message You need to tell Do I need to listen Please tell me how? Again in the mist The man re-appears I love you, he’s yelling Then the mist rises again. Back to the top
	Mother Nature Is Storming Angel The sky is crying teardrops Drops fall from the blue For all the saddened children Whose lives are so untrue? The sun is hiding behind a cloud Scared to show his face Pushes out the raindrops Children’s pain is a disgrace Mother nature is storming, Furry fills the air Thunder, lightening, fierce winds We all look land stare The human race is slowly dying Killing itself, the pain Humanity is now such rareness It seems we are all insane Wake up people, open your eyes Look, listen and see The sadness we have caused Must stop if human life is to be Back to the top
	I'll Always Love You Angel Unbroken promises And shattered dreams Run through my mind Like a clear running stream The sun sets today In a pink misty haze But my thoughts are on you And your yesterday Oh way does your image Appear in my thoughts With my dreams for today I have more than enough Do I still love you? I ask of myself Or will all of this love Be left on the shelf Or is it that your heart Is still dreaming of me And our thoughts are connecting And can it still be That you'll always love me As I do love you I know that we said this Oh - Can it be true? Back to the top
	“Large Ball Of Fear!” Angel Do you see the sadness? Do you see the tears? Do you feel the heartache? Are you even alive? I see you sadness Isee your tears I feel your heartache But you don’t Doin’t you even wonder Why People like you at first But then they get to know you Then just turn their backs I know why your so cold You are one large ball of fear Hiding your broken heart Especially to yourself Do you see the sadness now Or are you shaking in your boots As I can see right through you I was once a poser too! Back to the top
	Some Day! Angel Some day you’ll wonder Some day you’ll care When you wake up and see The pain and despair Some day it will haunt you Some day tears will fall When you feel all the sadness From the hearts behind your wall Some day it will hit you Some day you will crash When you karma catches up to you Your mind will feel the lash Some day you’ll see it Some day you’ll decide To change the hate within you Love’s a much better ride Back to the top
	In Gratitude Angel The way of the light The beauty it holds Penetrates my heart With gifts that unfold As time goes bye The gems glow so bright Poring out wisdom To guide in the night The energy flows Throughout my being And heals all wounds Painful spots clearing As flowing peace Comforts me now I bath in the light Of love, then I bow In gratitude Back to the top